Oh man. I know I read the “if you are prone to tears” warning , but…. This is extraordinarily powerful! I did cry. Seth was right. Mighty Father, how blessed your world is with Tiffany in it! Thank my, sister! You are wonderfully adorable and precious His name!! Girlly, this is so I inspiring and glorifying to His throne! Thank you for sharing.
(before I even really knew what Africa was), my dream was to go to
Africa and tell people about Jesus. As I grew older, my dream never
in intensity and in clarity. God brought people in and out of my life
to stir a passion and a love in my heart for the people there. I cared
so deeply for people I knew nothing about.
Pastor Gift and his ministry have set up to feed the AIDS orphans in
the surrounding areas. They have Go-Go’s there, which are like
grandmothers that take care of them during the day. We go to these Care
Points to do our games and teaching about Jesus. This was the one that
we were going to be living in for the next 2 weeks). Clive was one of
the first boys to approach me.
King” and he is a beautiful singer. So we would sing together all day
long. Especially that song. Over and over. “No more dying there” was
the only verse he knew. That… along with “no more playing there”…
which I think was supposed to be “no more pain there”, but it was
funnier his way.
sit next to him. I asked him what he was thinking about, and he said
“My mother”. I asked him what she was like, what his favorite thing
about her was, and he replied, “She loved me.”
He was living with his Aunt, but ran away from home. We are not sure if
the environment was abusive or not. He was living with his sister until
she kicked him out of their one-room cement building the size of a
standard bathroom. She kicked him out because she is a prostitute, and
she sleeps with a different man every night. This is the only way that
she can make enough money to feed herself. She is also HIV positive. We
set up a tent for Clive, but due to the storm that swept through while
we were there, destroying the homes of over 25 families, the tent was
donated to someone else. He has been living with 4 other AIDS orphans
in a small cement room down the street from the Care Point.
really explain. He was never out of my sight. I began a 5 day fast, and
the Lord told me to give him the 4 pieces of bread that I was allotted
each day that I was not eating during the fast.
enough extra money to take all of the boys out to dinner. They had
never been to a restaurant before. It was the cutest thing. They all
wanted chicken and rice, because they had never really eaten anything
else before, and they used all 8 pieces of cutlery in front of them.
They were so polite and proper. They loved it.
outside, and it was time to walk the boys home, Clive wouldn’t even
look at me. I grabbed his hand and we began to walk back to the house,
and he took off.
house to see if he had gone there. When we got there, all we found was
his sister and another man. No Clive.
of a glowing bracelet. Thank God that someone had given the boys
glowing bracelets earlier that day. We found him. And he ran. We
waited, and then sat down at a bus stop with him. It was raining, and
it was really cold. He refused to go to the boys house. We sat with him
for about an hour, and he wouldn’t speak.
and sat between William (who actually goes by Rambo in Swaziland) and
myself. He mumbled something and I asked him to speak up.
had no idea how God had revealed himself to me in so many ways through
this boy. He had no idea how he had stolen my heart.
love the boys more than you. I love you all. You are so special to me.
You are God’s son. He loves you so much. Do you understand? I love you.”
that he loved me and that he believed that I loved him and that He
believed that God loved him.
wants me to go. But that does not mean I don’t love you. I love you
very much.” (I am tearing up just writing this).
him that he could not stay there, and he refused again to go anywhere
else. I didn’t know what to do. He was a 14 year old runaway orphan.
Why would he listen to me?
Champs sweatshirt that I never planned on parting with. I helped him
put it on, and told him that I had to go home, and that I wanted him to
go to the boys house. I got up to turn around and walk away. He chased
after me and held my hand.
together in between tears, and he told me that he knew God loved him. I
asked him how he knew that.
crying at work. great. bless you.
Glad I’m at home.
I’m not even ‘prone to tears’……..but I too am glad I’m at home.
Thank you so much for sharing this.
I am definitely “prone to tears”. Just another day sitting at my desk crying on break time due to another amazing story to come out of these blogs. Thankyou Tiffany for showing God’s love so powerfully. Thankyou AIM for sending out such wondeful and powerful forces for God.
This is why we do it Seth, thanks for sharing…
This was tonic to my heart. Thank you.
We are most like Jesus when we love, forgive, listen and weep.
God’s breath is found in words of encouragement we offer to broken hearts and hopeless souls.
It’s all about “the story” which is the canvas for “His story”.
Artfully articulated here I caught glimpses of Jesus.
she’s a rockstar, alright. can’t wait to meet her myself someday. at a big alum party or something. love it!
oh gosh – even with steeling myself ahead of time, I still cried. And it sure isn’t the first time this week either…
Today I happened to read in Revelation 22 about the tree of life planted by the river that flows from God’s throne. Every month it bears a different fruit and its leaves are for healing the nations. I couldn’t help but think about Jane, her children, and now Clive and the millions of others who need healing on so many different levels.
Thank God for people like Tiffany who are being present in the moment to be God’s loving touch for now … may we each be busy spreading that kind of love around us no matter where we are…
Tiffany is one of the reasons I still read WR blogs. I just don’t get this kind of powerful witness anywhere else.
Amazing and so powerful!
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