Hello Seth! I love this article. I’ve been a deep person all my life. Any relationship I’ve ever had was deep. But for some reason I can’t seem to jump start this thing now. I’m involved in a few things but I don’t feel the depth in the relationships. It’s one thing to minister. But it’s another thing to look at one another and say where are you at and what do you need? I feel like I go and I play the music and I see people getting touched. But I don’t feel like I am being touched by other people. I have people who say they care and they’re moved by things that I’ve done, but it feels shallow. I am not a shallow person. I just don’t know what to do or where to go. I got all the way here in Texas and I am presently at a wall. It’s such a strange feeling I just don’t even know what’s going on. something is missing in my life ( family, deep friendships). It’s not Jesus because I’m very close to him. And he comforts me speaks to me and guides me to speak to other people quite often. But I don’t know where I belong. Intimacy? Connection? Face-to-face? That is all I want that is what I live for besides living for Jesus but I don’t feel like I’m experiencing that. Not in the way that I am longing for. My heart feels a lot of pain these days. And I have overcome and been set free of so much. It’s amazing where I’m at right now but I don’t know where to go I don’t know what the next place is. The next season ??