How do we change? Mostly we do it by degrees – incrementally over time. Not many overnight sensations in the real world.
So where do the radicals who set the world ablaze with spiritual fire come from? How do we go from admiring Christ from the safety of a pew to being a passionate follower of his willing to die for his cause?
The woman who asked us to pray was this man’s wife.
She explained he had a stroke 2 years before and hadn’t walked since.
My teammate Phil starts praying over this man. With confident prayers.
I am in the corner whispering prayers… “God take his pain away”
and “I pray you will financially bless this family so he can get to a doctor and get crutches.”
We say amen after a few minutes and I am ready to go.
No one moves.
There is now a crowd in the door….
I soon felt the atmosphere of the room change.
I got chills that something big was about to happen,
Although I didn’t believe.
I am still in the corner and felt overwhelmed that maybe it’s my disbelief that
is keeping this man from being healed.
My prayer changed to a hushed whisper
“Lord forgive my unbelief”
The atmosphere changed again…
I got louder “God I am sorry! Forgive my unbelief!!”
We are all praying loud now:
Begging him to move.
We finish praying and no one moves again.
Nance nudges me and says…
“Well, should he get up and walk?”
We all kinda shrugged our shoulders saying I guess?
Phil says “In Jesus name get up and walk.”
HOMEBOY FREAKING STANDS UP AND WALKS AROUND THE ROOM.
He was healed in Jesus name!!!!!
The family rejoices and those in the door stood there with wide eyes.
We met up with the others at the van having no idea what just happened…
unable to even comprehend much less explain to the others.
The atmosphere of our hearts and our team changed after that night.
After we witnessed the Lord’s power and favor once we were willing….
He didn’t stop using us the rest of the week we were there. Ever for that matter.
I could go on and on with vivid stories…
The woman possessed by a demon that received Christ after it was cast out through us.
The man who had back issues for years because one leg was shorter than the other…
His legs seriously grew in front of us.
The boy who had been mute since birth that heard the name of Jesus for the first time.
The old lady who couldn’t walk without a cane… dropping the cane and running off.
The woman who was blind in one eye that received it back.
The new heart of faith the Lord gave our team… a passion for his power.
It sounds so dramatic typing it out, but being there just seemed like normal life!
There weren’t screams and yells and tears…
Well, besides the demon lady.
It was normal…
it’s what we are called to.
The Lord does these things to flex his muscles… to show how powerful He is.
If you’re reading this and saying, “I can’t relate. I’ve never experienced anything like that,” you’re in good company. Ruth couldn’t relate and she struggled to pray bold prayers. She’s still just getting there. Heck, I’m still just getting there.
God continually leads me to repent of my cozy-making ways. Every day there are temptations to indulge my ego at the expense of my soul.
How about you, friend? This is your one life to live. How is it going for you?