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In a tunnel of darkness with no escape

In the last post, Liz Ogletree describes her experience of escaping death in a dark tunnel. She and her team went from Central America to Thailand where they ministered to women caught in the sex trade. While there, Liz asked God to help her understand what they go through. In response, God took …
By Seth Barnes
By Seth Barnes

In the last post, Liz Ogletree describes her experience of escaping death in a dark tunnel. She and her team went from Central America to Thailand where they ministered to women caught in the sex trade. While there, Liz asked God to help her understand what they go through. In response, God took her back to her experience being trapped and feeling like she was going to die.
 
From elizabethogletree.theworldrace.org

After I asked God to show me what it felt like to be trapped in the sex trade, He took me back to the day I got trapped in the tunnel in El Salvador. He brought all the emotions flooding back.  He then told me the feelings I felt that day in the tunnel are the exact feeling many of these prostitutes feel. TRAPPED.
 
As I pictured myself back in that dark tunnel, I started to cry.  I didn’t want to be there.  I wanted all of the feelings to go away.  I was overwhelmed with fear; overwhelmed with a loss of hope; overwhelmed with the feeling of death.  I was scared.  I felt there was no way out. 

Although I know the ending, today I was put back in that place and experienced all the emotions once again.  I was able to feel exactly how many of these girls feel. LOST. HOPELESS. SCARED. DEAD.

As my mind left me sitting in the tunnel, I got nauseated.  Literally, I felt like I was going to throw up.  My mind kept replaying it in my head. 

I started remembering how difficult it was to fight the current.  How every time I would pull, I had to use every ounce of strength in me and the water current still fought me.  It tried to force me back into the trap. Back into the darkness. 

Even if these girls decide they want out of prostitution it seems hopeless.  They have to fight the world.  They have to fight everything the world says they are.  They have to use all of their strength not to get drug back to the same dark spot at the end of a tunnel. 

The thing is, I didn’t do that with my own strength.  As my mind kept wandering today, I could feel the tiredness in my arms.  I could feel the exhaustion from fighting the current. 

I realized how there was truly no hope in my own strength that day.  There was no way I was coming out of the darkness on my own.  If I would have tried, right now I would be dead in the back of that dark tunnel. 

The same goes for these women trapped in the sex trade.  They can’t do this in their own strength.  They can’t fight the world on their own.  They need Jesus Christ. 

He wants to send angels to save them and pull them from the darkness they are trapped in, just as He sent angels to save me from the dark tunnel I was trapped in.

It is crazy that as the Lord has taken me back to that day, each time He reveals something new. The first thing He showed me was how much He loves me.

Now as I process this again, He is teaching me that He is trustworthy.  I can depend on him. I don’t have to worry about my future.  Finding a job, having enough money to support myself, etc.  As my mind goes back in the tunnel, I know I don’t have to fear. 

I should be dead, but I am His child and He loves me and rescued me.

Just as God delights in me (Psalm 18:19), so He also delights in these women.  He loves them.  They are His children and He wants to rescue them from their darkness.

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I'm motivated to join God in his global reclamation project. He's on the move, setting his sons and daughters free from their places of captivity. And he's partnering with those of us who have been freed to go and free others.



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